getting along

today was quite alright. slept for 9 hours which was incredible. woke up and had mi kari for brunch with aqilah, wawa and christy. after that, i went to fkssa lab for an assignment task and it was alright except i had to sweat a lot and hoping that my makeup still looking on point, lol. well, basically because he was there, hihi.

Weird but i didn't get nervous or shaky or felt those butterflies in my tummy when i saw him. i liked that way. it feels like the sense of making me calm rather than stutter and weird.  well, i was still a bit weird. i was just shy.

really shy to him.

shy.

not embarrassed.

but, i did smiled at him and turned away quickly because i couldn't bare staring at him because i don't want to look like a creep, haha. so, i was awkward.

somehow, someone told me he smiled back. i swear, i couldn't see even though i am using 4.00 powered contact lenses than 3.50. and he also needs vision help. idk but he still needs his glasses. it was gentle.

anyway, i did talked to him quietly behind him. "lari, xx". and i swear, he did turned his head but no to me but smiled. i guess he was shy too.

i maybe caught him looking at me but he turned away but i doubt that.  maybe he was just looking at the boiler utility. of course.