it has been 2 days i have been feeling light and happy.
i enjoy the openness i am feeling the connections to other people.
even there will be few resistances enhancing my hatred towards something or someone, it eventually just fades away.
the usually felt old and tired but i felt young and free.
been listening to few new songs and discovered old songs.
constantly telling myself to have no obsessions and keep everything in moderation.
horoscopes kept telling me cancer and leo could not get together. i wonder.
all these posts saying that leo is going to heartless and cold towards cancer.
water and fire.
there is a apart of me telling myself to get ready for another heartbreak.
but i am afraid if it is going to be true.
dying to say, 'i love you'.
tempting to tell him, 'i miss you'.
wanting him to look into my eyes and call me, 'sayang'.
eventually, all these dreamy ideas of romanticism fades.
all of these are keep reminding myself of the past heartbreaks and to be.
"She was fighting for something, she felt alive and capable of responding to the challenges facing her"
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