i hate this feeling.
i always had thought that i may not need my emotional reassured this time.
i promised myself not to be clingy and annoying.
but this feeling is kinda pushing me to the edge and really had compressed me tightly.
the part of me suffocating me with the ideas of him suddenly being bored of me and really just felt like how haikal felt toward me before.
i hate him.
he used to reassured me told me that my clingy-ness was alright to him but then all of the sudden when we broke up, he told me he couldn't focus on anything.
i don't know who to blame but it truly had shattered me one by one of my whole cell.
maybe all guys are like that.
they are just still fooling around.
i should not serious around either.
oh just remembered back of the past relationships just really still hurt me sometimes.
like this time.
i should be remained calm.
i should still hold myself to myself.
i will be fine.
"She was fighting for something, she felt alive and capable of responding to the challenges facing her"
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