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late, taking time
busy
is all you say
excuses
i accept them
i believe that
relationship does not have to tie you down
jealousy
i do not know who i envy with
i just want to be with you
your attention is what i crave the most
baby
i know from the first second
you are meant to break my heart
because i may have love you deeply
and baby
i tried to change to be better
i believe
that a relationship should not be a peculiar burden
and baby
i do not know what else to talk
i believe you will get bored
and may think i am just thinking small
but baby
believe me
i have about the whole universe to share
times and times
i started to miss you
and it hurt wondering if you feel it too
because i do not think you feel the same
baby
i believe
you are lacking
but baby
i still care for you
but i believe to keep holding it back
because i did the same thing in the past
got hurt
not once but twice
and baby
i do not want you to be my karma's payback
because they know you will hurt me the most
and baby
i believe
if we are meant to be together
we will be for a long time
and sudden i feel so young
it scares me if it fades over time
but baby
i have so much words i want to lay it to your ears
my tongue tied
stuck between teeth
and baby
you are beautiful
i want your pretty face and that wicked smile you have
i want it to be on my neck
and i want to carry you
and hold you tight
let you rest from the bizarre responsibilities
and baby
i will love and kiss all your tiredness
let you rest in me
i take care of you when the world seems a bit upside down
and baby
i believe those things take time
we are so young
to love that deep
and baby
trust me, i want you, and still want you.